St. Monica '09-'10

It started last year, we were in grade 6. The graduating class, at first it was all smiles and laughs, but i didn't know that too much drama will come and hunt me. I wasn't expecting that a very sad part of my life would come so early. It started when i felt depressed, this friend of mine started bullying me. Well, i ignored what she was doing before. But it became too much, i couldn't take it. Then the drama came, i wasn't feeling normal. My emotions were disfigured, i felt so alone in my mind, because i felt incomplete without her, i got used to her telling me what to do and stuff. It was simply.. awful. From the funny girl, i instantly became Ms. EMOTIONAL. i would always feel so sad, i would go to our room and just sit there and just think about what will happen the next day. Will it be better or worst? I also started listening to this rock bands who sing about death, sadness and other stuff. For short. I became a mess, even my karate friends noticed that, i was always silent. I wasn't talking to them too much, all i do was laugh with them if a funny thing was said. But i don't speak at all, and i also had side bangs, "a lot of emo-s have them. why can't i?" that's what i said to myself. So i got side bangs. Back to the story, so i felt despondent around her, i felt scared about what will she say now and stuff. So my mother found out, i talked to the guidance, she told me how to overcome this bullying, and i did. I became more brave than before, i also became more confident. Right now, i still talk to the person who bullied me, but we still have a good friendship, it felt better without the bullying and drama.

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-- # 39. MAURINE MAE D. TEAŇO

06/13/09